I AM

Meditation has been my way of learning about myself. I have been asking the question, "Who am I?"

The words "The Earth is my dream" flash in my mind and I ask, "Who am I?"

The answer I receive, "You are my creation."

And I fall deeper into myself as everything fades away and I dissolve into an energy field that is infinite. Call it the Unified Field, Energy Continuum, The Matrix, Spirit or God.

My ego says, "I am Simmi."

The field replies, "I AM."

I realize that my ego is like a looping labyrinth that always walks me back to the starting point no matter how I try to maneuver through it. Its job is to keep me identifying myself as separate from the whole. Once again, it walks me back to being Simmi and I say, "I am Simmi."

The field replies more emphatically.

"(No) I AM."

It shows me how a piece of the whole gets embodied as a separate being. Like a sliver being encased within the armor of Simmi.

"I am Simmi."

"(NO) I AM."

I feel I am in the mind of God and He has observed me into being. He has observed everything that exists into being. Creation are the thoughts of God manifested inside His being. When I lose the armor of Simmi, I am the whole. In the whole, thoughts float in an endless sea. The ego creates shape and time and dimension. It creates the illusion. I understand that since you exist you are important to the whole and you are exactly how you should be.

I ask again. "Who am I?"

And I awaken to.

I AM everything.