My kundalini awakened 12 years ago. Since then, there have been many mind-body-and-soul changes, the most prominent of which occurred in Year 7 as the kundalini circuit opened up and consciousness began "funneling" through the Bindu Chakra at the top back of the head.
The key is not merely to awaken kundalini; it is to evolve past
the karmas of the chakras mentally and emotionally to the point where consciousness is not only unobstructed but also untainted by fear. Only then can the kundalini circuit become complete, allowing the energy to funnel out of the Bindu point at the top back of the head and circulate throughout the body without cessation. I say funnel because it best describes the experience. Circulating continuously is also an apt descriptive phrase.
The key is the Bindu Chakra since it is the point of non-duality where
one stops experiencing fear. What this does is shut off the Ego since the Ego feeds on fear. The Kundalini circuit becomes complete and exists in a self-sustaining mode. The mind is bypassed because it is through the mind that we experience duality. Nutritious food is transformed into pranic fuel, powering the entire system. The diagram below is a visual depiction of the kundalini's movement in the body once the circuit is complete.
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| Complete Kundalini Circuit |
This is the highest state of rapture in the Spiritual Realm, the ultimate feeling of being alive — Jesus Christ's Kingdom-of-Heaven idea made manifest. A far more happy state than having millions of dollars; money cannot buy the emotional rapture that that this experience triggers.
Eternal love and joy, unimaginable to anyone
who has never experienced this state. The mere act of listening to music is a transcendental
experience similar to being on cocaine or other upper drugs, a rapture
in the heart which literally makes you clench your teeth because of how good it
feels.
Once the whole circuit is open and feeding itself through food, you lose consciousness of your body. It feels like the entire body was given a shot of Novocaine, a numbing agent. You essentially rise above the physical
body while still being in it.
This is how I live now, and it began for me at Year 7 of my awakening. If I cut or bruise myself, I do not feel the pain consciously; I rise above it. Because my
consciousness has risen above the physical body, I no longer feel things like I used to.
On a mental level, I function on intuition. This process has taken years to complete; it was very painful both mentally and emotionally as I was "losing" myself. Since the past has no hold on me, I can dismiss bad memories of past
events.
If I cling to an expectation of what might happen in the future, the past prevents me from being in the Now. But that only occurs when I think in terms of the past and future, my old way of functioning before the kundalini awakening. In the Bindu Chakra, the concept of past and future dissolves into Nothingness. In Nothingness, there is its opposite which is Pure Possibility. This is the Now.
If I cling to an expectation of what might happen in the future, the past prevents me from being in the Now. But that only occurs when I think in terms of the past and future, my old way of functioning before the kundalini awakening. In the Bindu Chakra, the concept of past and future dissolves into Nothingness. In Nothingness, there is its opposite which is Pure Possibility. This is the Now.
In terms of character changes, I only know how to love and speak the Truth. Lying is a foreign concept, which is great, since my conscience is clear although it does make me appear naive to those who lie on regular basis. When I am in this state I can address every life situation to the best of my ability at any given moment, I live and walk with Truth. I don’t need long term memory the same way I used to; my mind gives me what I need the moment that I
need it.
These are the natural expressions of the kundalini level of
evolvement I am at now. It has been 12 years in the making, with every year bringing more changes. After a while, I noticed that memory started to
eradicate and shed itself. When I close my eyes, I see past events that
occurred as fleeting memories, but have no hold over me anymore. All emotional and mental pain has been dissolved and I am in a permanent state of inspiration. In-Spirit.
This lessens the hold the Ego has over me since
the Ego lives only as a result of the memories that bind it. If memories have no hold on the consciousness, the Ego has nothing to cling to and
the person can be in the Now 24/7 and experience life to its fullest.
Now I am not saying I don't fall prey to the Ego, I do; I'm not
a saint and my Ego cannot be destroyed while I am alive. Since the Ego is a part of the physical body, to destroy the Ego you have to die physically. I enjoy all the same things in life as everyone
else, but my concept of unconditional love, ethics and morals is
heightened. And most importantly I am permanently in the "zone," in the Now.
It is my experience of being alive that is enhanced as I now live in the world of Energy. This is the world of vibration as I am now an antennae to the vibrations around me. It takes many years for the Ego to become subdued, the Higher Self exalted, and the mind, body and soul to adjust to living in the world of Energy. This is definitely not a short term process; it takes 20 years for some individuals to fully adjust. And even then the process isn't complete because consciousness continues to expand exponentially.
My visual sight has also transformed, as I see light
in all things externally, a silvery glow in all objects I perceive with my
physical eyes. My visual experience of the world now can be likened to
advancing from a PlayStation 2 game console which was my old Self, to
Playstation 4, which is my new Self. There was a huge jump and advancement in
graphics; in other words, the visual sight of the physical world around me has heightened immeasurably.
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| Light Inside the Head |
Some kundalini awakened individuals may not yet know what I'm talking about; others will know exactly what I am talking about. Kundalini awakenings vary both in intensity and process as well as in how they affect the evolution of consciousness. It takes many years to complete. Awakening the kundalini is but the starting point of the journey.
Planet Earth is meant to be experienced with an awakened kundalini, because reality is that the material world is alive and is Pure Energy. Even science corroborates this now, but the ancients knew this all along. And in my case I can actually see this visually every waking moment of my life which still amazes me.
The same as someone might see the world on LSD or mushrooms, I see it
without any drugs. It's a permanent part of my life. There is a
holographic, pure energy blueprint, a double of the existing material world existing at the same time and occupying the same space. Because they are composed of matter, human beings cannot perceive beyond matter without a kundalini transformation. Once that occurs, the vibration of the consciousness is heightened. This vision is present at all times when looking outwards at the physical world. It also occurs because of the light in the head that is present at all times. It transposes all things that are perceived visually. Hence the silvery glow in everything. This very light de-materializes objects before your eyes when you focus on something for more than a few seconds.
Another part of this vision is the expansion of my Mind's Eye so
that I actually see the outwards reality from a higher source. If I am downtown looking at the buildings around me, my vision is apt to see that same downtown as an architectural model and me standing above it. As this occurs naturally, every time I turn my attention to an external object, I literally exit out of my body and become One with that object. It takes no effort on my part; it is all completely natural.
I can encompass everything I see visually with my physical eyes as
if I am looking at it from third person perspective above it. This is because in my initial
awakening, my mind's eye has expanded as the kundalini energy shot into it
on its upward rise. The normal donut shaped minds eye size has been
expanded to a car tire size. Everything that I see with my physical eyes
now, I step out of myself the moment I am viewing something external to my physical body. And as I step out of myself I can actually see myself in third person. I see my face and my body through my mind's eye and I can control the vibration I am sending out to others by controlling my body language. I liken this to being a director and an actor at the same time and crafting the play of life itself.
You can imagine how much fun I have visiting new cities. Seeing
Times Square at night for the first time was like Alice stepping into
Wonderland. Travel has become one of my
favorite things. It is a metaphysical experience to say the least and I feel truly blessed to be in this reality. Very often it brings me to tears and I would give anything to be able to share this very personal experience of life with others.
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| Times Square at Night |
It's most wondrous at night because all the lights are enhanced, especially traffic lights, and the edges of all the objects appear sharper. This vision comes with a sense of wonder, same as you would feel if you were transported to a planet in a different galaxy and you viewed that world for the first time. Best way to describe how I see the external world now is the word "Intergalactic," since it is completely out of this world, existing here and now at the same time as you, the reader, are reading these words.
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